Nak bercerita tentang nice person sangatlah excited. Well, kali ni nak cerita pasal sorang perempuan yang pada aku, yes, she is so meaningful to my life. Insyaallah sampai syurga. Aku ingat lagi quote yang dia bagi, its like this,
Bila aku ada kawan yang lebih baik dari dia, tak apa, just go on but don't forget to look back when i have no one. She always be there when i need her.
Yup! The words couldn't make you cry for no more right?
Introducing my girl-
Nurul Hamizah Binti Marlap
*i put it in green coz she loves it so much
She is really a nice person. We used to be like belangkas when we were one time at matriculation state. Yah, kami pernah tidur sama, katil yang sama bantal yang sama *not to think something else!* hahaha Bayangkan rapatnya kami.
We went to Melaka for twice. She did went to my granny house, my own house. Lepak lepak, bercerita, jalan jalan, snap pictures hahahaha So memorable! *kek volcano pizza hut yang menjilat jari ssluuuurrrpppp
We shared everything together. EVERYTHING! Having a little gossips here and there about results, studies, boys, friends, family, old time memories and many more. I miss her very very much!!!!
She is the one that i met on the first day of matriculation studies. Just like orang lain cakap, ''Eh fify dengan izah ni kawan dari sekolah menengah dulu ke? " And that time we hear the question, we both burst into laugh hahahahah! Tak pasal pasal orang yang tanya soalan kena gelak.
Then, we denied it and explained that we were just met on the first day and being so close until now. That person who asked the question became like this, "Wow! Is it for real yang korang bukan kawan dari sekolah?" hahahah.
Yes we are! When i have my own problem, i did crawl into her room and tell her about every single tiny thing until i did cry in front of her because of my problems. And that time, she lend me her hand and did, her shoulder.
Izah,,,,, ingat tak the time dekat padang when we were so stressed out about something? Crying, sharing stories and solve it together. Macam orang gila pun ada haha Orang lain pergi padang dengan pakai sport attire tapi kita dua? Yup pakai baju kurung and jalan-jalan dekat padang and yes, duduk dekat kerusi padang tu right? hahaha Back then, it was a very valuable memory that i should share to all of you. So much to remember so much to tell ya.
Nak tau trend kami bagi hadiah birthday? hhahahaha I did first to her and ada orang tiru lahhh =P
On 21.10.2011, i did bought something as a present to give to her. hahaha But i don't even know how to give it. Nak bagi depan depan ke? Nak suruh orang pass kan ke? Oh girl! Malu lah bagi depan depan. Nak pranck her, time tu, but exam fever masa tu. So, yah izah boleh la lepas. hahha So i decided to put that present in front of her door and give a power knock TOK TOK TOK on her door anddd CABUT LARIII!!! hahaha Then that night i received a text from her, "Fifyyyyy...i am so touched..tenkiu veryyy muchhhhh!" Heee Suka tengok kawan baik hepy hepy ^,* And she did the same for my birthday. So much fun bebeh.
I miss her very very much till now. Once in our
friendship, we did have that misscommunication that hurts us. I just
don't even know what is happening. But i lose her. I left her alone. =( I
know that time was the hardest time of her life and she did tell me
that i was not there when she needs me. I am so sorry my dear. It was
the people around us or might be myself that ruin our friendship. I just don't know. *sigh But i am really missing you. Memang terasa bila seseorang yang rapat, tiba tiba jauh tanpa sebab. Just like you said, maybe that time, saya ada kawan yang lebih baik dan saya tak pandang belakang dan lihat siapa yang ada untuk saya selama ni. I am so sorry again. But now, everything turns up to be what we want. That care, that chit chat, that sories, that wonderful text. Hahaha thanks for the person who brings us back. (Muhammad Rauf bin Radzuan). He advised me a lot on this thing. Tenkiu rauf san hee =)
Now, i want the hug, i want that care, i need you advice, i need you by my side, i need you throughout my life. Ukhwah ni insyaAllah sampai ke syurga. Doakan persahabatan ni terjalin kerana Allah sebab kami dah pernah berpisah dan terjalin kembali. =)
...........with tears i end my story here





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